pyrestriker

17 years. 17 years since I started this page. 17 years and I have nothing to show for it. I went to college, got a useless degree in "Visual Communication", college accreditation is then revoked, got my loans cancelled before even the pandemic, eventually landed in a call center job. Lost that job as they removed an accommodation, and I'm dealing with depression, anxiety, seizures, and my body has just decided to give up on life. This is on top of my ADHD/Autism. Despite this, I have been still trying to look for ways I can still earn despite not being able to drive, stand for long periods, work with the public in the event I have an episode, and require supervision *just in case* I have an episode and decide to absent-mindedly start wandering outside. Yeah, not the most fun of seizure types. Oh yeah I also get memory loss! Not sure if that's the depression or the seizures. Maybe both. I have a friend who would like to remain anonymous that helped me get out to my mom after I lost my

Time flies. I'm reflecting on my past and future, finding myself spiraling into a pit of dismay. Decisions lately have been made... well, more forced. My health hasn't been the best and it's affected my income. It truly is much more expensive to be poor. Things like overdrafts, late fees, penalties, even fines for having to let one's insurance drop because it's a choice for either that or rent.... It's going to cost about $3k in total to get out of this hole completely and my last check was $260 for two weeks' work. YouTube has decided to trim the herd, and I'm coming on the chopping block and soon losing my revenue there. I realize I haven